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May 15 not an illusion 跑到這邊來，也許，比較清靜吧！ 睡不著，內心好多思緒湧上來 也許，要打出來才睡得著吧！ 雖然經過一些事 可是很高興我和他又可以像以前一樣那樣聊天 也許也是我復原能力快吧 現在心情調適了90% 短短不到一星期內..... 這就是我覺得自己厲害的地方 Yes, Evelyn is strong! 今天我和他說：I feel everything here is so unreal. I feel i live in a dream, and this dream is coming to an end.... 他的回答我看了又好想哭：its not the places we have seen that shape us. but the feelings, thoughts and people we have met that shape us some way. i would say to you, to take all the good and bad that you have experienced and harness the strength from it. you have seen and met different people, some good, some bad and some brilliant people like harry with his amazing jokes. reflect upon your history, and you will move forward to a better day..... 他說得沒錯，Harry總是可以說出這樣有深度的話 可是，天知道我有多不想離開啊... 好想時間回到2月，2009年2月中 在這邊我可以完全做自己，沒有太多包袱或無形的束縛 或許價值觀也比較契合西方社會吧.... 第三次見他，我一定要多拍些和他的合照，即使只有那bleeding的4小時 我知道，這樣的朋友不是隨便在skype上遇得到 感謝老天，讓我認識這樣一個可以聊任何事情的朋友，跨越語言、國籍、性別 我覺得，Harry會是繼小惠後，我第二個輔導諮商師....@@ 因為他說：i just want you to be happy, i want you to know, that i will always be your friend and i will always listen to you. if you have any issues (wheather its health, family etc) you can talk to me. 唉，為什麼美好的日子一下就過去了 我好喜歡這種可以隨心所欲的日子.... 沒有家人管教的束縛、沒有東方社會保守價值觀的包袱 第一次化濃妝、穿在台灣不敢穿的衣服....等等等等 其實，我的內心，充滿了叛逆的因子.... Trackbacks (1)The trackback URL for this entry is: http://andhangten.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!A7B84AB007B8FBBE!1057.trak Weblogs that reference this entry
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